Lyrics

I can't breath when I'm outside
Feel guiltier than shit
Not to be dramatic but I see it in my head
See it in my head
Every season gettin bad
This ain't what I thought it'd be
I'm losin every part of me
Losin every part of me
Blurry with the seasons
Losin every part of me
Blurry with the seasons
Losin every part of me
Losin every part of me
Blurry with the seasons

This ain't amusing anymore
Most weeks I barely survive
Checkin my debt I'm taking those bets
I'm diggin holes deep like Shia
I'm feelin my life is endin real quick
Fast trial only 25
I'm holdin my breath
Take those steps pretty hard when the lands on fire
Might fallout
What really am I missing
Two cups filled with cheap gin
I just took a look at this kid
I'm sick of the front he put on cause it ain't his
Lookin at the world from above
Bet I won't be missed yeah
They don't understand me
They don't ever listen now I

I can't breath when I'm outside
Feel guiltier than shit
Not to be dramatic but I see it in my head
See it in my head
Every season gettin bad
This ain't what I thought it'd be
I'm losin every part of me
Losin every part of me
Blurry with the seasons
Losin every part of me
Blurry with the seasons
Losin every part of me
Losin every part of me
Blurry with the seasons
Losin every part of me
Blurry with the seasons
Losin every part of me
Blurry with the seasons

I cannot be here no more
Leave on the low
Baby I'll stick to the code
Making a pact with you's different
I know that you'll break it I never get my hopes up lately
Toxic air with some toxic habits
Guilt shame where the truths magic
Cold case for a rich man
While the rest of us are layin' in the casket

I can't breath when I'm outside
Feel guiltier than shit
Not to be dramatic but I see it in my head
See it in my head
Every season gettin bad
This ain't what I thought it'd be
I'm losin every part of me
Losin every part of me
Blurry with the seasons
Losin every part of me
Blurry with the seasons
Losin every part of me
Losin every part of me
Blurry with the seasons
Losin every part of me
Blurry with the seasons
Losin every part of me
Blurry with the seasons

Toxic air with some toxic habits
Guilt shame where the truths magic
Cold case for a rich man
While the rest of us are layin' in the casket
Pride higher than most
So how did I get here dead on the road
Had better luck when I didn't care much
Now I stare at the walls when I get home